Yesterday was Nicoles friend Elias 2year old birthday!
As some of you know, we dont really know many people who have kids. Were the first once in our circle of friends, and my sister who have 2 kinds do not even live here! So, Elias is my best friends fiancés aunts son, hahaha!!
So yesterday was so lovely. Gathering alots of kids who were playing, dancing and just enjoying them selfs.
Of course sometimes I feel guilty that Nicole don't have kids around here, but hey! Still, I know that she is surrounded by love and stability, and that's what really matters!
It's so funny when sometimes I talk to these older lady's, and there all like: Ohhh how can you not be thinking about having a second child, it so selfish of you cuz its not for your self, it's for Nicole! My god what a stupid thing to say! But my eternal answer to that stupid question is always: well who is gonna take care of the baby, even though it's only for Nicole?! Better to take good care of one baby than being a shitty parent for 2 children!! Our world is already filled with bad parents as it is!!!! If we would ever have another baby, then it would be because we want to, not have to!!!
Much Love, Nazanin!
