It's funny that in life sometimes you get next to nothing from the ones you give to the most. And the ones you give much less to are the ones who gives you the world! Something to think about the next time your in doubt of who deserves what when it's time to give something.... your time, your love or your money.
M have been nagging me for literally years to do something with all our pictures I've saved here and there. So after all these years I finally bought an album with room for 158 pictures. Everything fitted just fine. In the last hour that the album have been ready I've looked in it slowly and giggling for my self thinking about all the memories. I'm soooo gratefull for the beautiful phenomena, PICTURES:)
First picture is Nicole, just 6 days old, oh I'm melting when I look at that picture. The second pic is me and my brother and sisters out on a family day. Third picture is me in my blue BMX bike with black heels, hahaha! Fourth pick is me in a catwalk, a fashionshow that we had in school. Last pic is my lovely graduation:)
After a couple of hard days of being tired, throwing up, heartburn, no sleep at night and contractions it was time for my best friends bachelorette party.
My thought about the party's where they dress up their friends in embarrassing clothes and make them do stupid stuff in town have always been: tacky, EMBARRASSING and not nice... until yesterday. Of course it probably had to with the fact that our bride to be where so crazy, funny and put up with the BEST show in history.
I laughed so hard my face literally hurt.
We had the BEST TIME! Hopefully her marriage will be as fun as the celebrations are starting!
I love you my friend and I hope you had a day/night to remember for the rest of your life!
I stood for the ugly nanny McFee gone slut transformation ;)
For the past days I've been so incredibly tired. It must be the pregnancy, can't think of any other reason. Some nights I've fallen asleep nine o'clock. I'm eating double dose of my iron pills so we'll see if that will help or not. If I had the time I could easily sleep 2-3 hours during the day and still go to bed around nine ten at night. Let's just hope this is a short temporary thing, and soon I will have lots of energy again.
Yesterday I went to a tattoo studio for a quick stop. Not for me, with a friend who was going to get something done.
While waiting I asked about how it works if I want to remove my tattoo? I got the prettiest tattoo when I was about 16 years old, a small thing under my belly. Under my first pregnancy it didn't stretch out till the last month. So when I lost my pregnancy wheight it just looked like somebody had splashed a spot of inc on me, very ugly with other words.
So the tattoo guy gladly informed me that with about 4 times with the laser they can make it so light so then I can have something done above it. 500 kr per session. Nice to know that I don't always have to live with my "inc spot ".
So while waiting I thought I could share some of the tattoo pictures I came across, some nice, some ugly, some I really don't uderstand.
The last picture, I personally think it's a nightmare to have something like that on my body. But gladly it's in somebody who probably loves it.
With M at work and a tired mommy, auntie, friend and kids we had to do the best of the situation!
OH, nice gifts were received yesterday to. One to enjoy in the balcony, one for a cozy night and one for my new pot/vase
We had a dinner party at our place. It was really nice and people were enjoying them selfs! Appetizers, cocktails, food and desert.
So here is some tips for some really tasty appetizers.
Red beetroot that you boil and slice thin (non of that pre cooked in a jar, were not having pytt i panna) then put chevre on top with honey and nuts, or just honey.
Different types of meet, salami, prociutto or what ever.
Home made guacamole and home made salsa with nothing other than Doritos sweet chilli flavor.
Different flavour of big green olives.
And finally these little "hats", in Swedish their called krustades. Fill them with something, I usually make a mix with smoked salmon.
These things will definitely be a hit! It was for us. Just serve it in nice bowls and so.
And of course Persians ALWAYS have a big nice bowl with yummy fruit on the table.
Once upon a time a wise woman said the most incredible thing to me. She said that she is totally against methods where you force your infant to learn how to sleep alone, I curiously asked why, and then I got the most amazing answer. She said and I quote:
There are unfortunately lots of children which suffers from not getting enough effection from their parents growing up. And forcing your child to sleep alone when she/he needs effecting from a parent can leave scars for life. But there are not many children you hear suffered and had got scars for life just because they slept in mommy and daddy's bed time from time until they were 7,8 years. Those children can easily understand when the RIGHT time comes to take on their own bed.
I think that was an amazing thing to say.
When Nicole were born she slept mostly in our bed, and we LOVED it! When she started to sleep in her baby crib, she almost jumped in by here self and loved it.
It was actually more difficult for US to "let here go". Now that she have got a bigger room, new big bed, she have been soooo exited to start sleeping in her new bed. So yesterday when the last things were ready with new sheets and so on, she went and slept in her bed, and she slept there the whole night... alone, and woke up happy alone before us. We even called grandma to tell the big news. And when I asked her who's bed she is gonna sleep in tonight she said, in my OWN bed, not mommy and daddy's!
I think this is a 1000 times more sad and difficult for us than her. I'm so proud of my baby girl, and this is like the first big "separation" we have had! Proud, sad and happy mum!
Little baby is growing up.
I just LOVE this new piece I got from Ikea. I know it's a flower pot, but I like to use it as a vase.
I think Ikea have allot of nice things to offer for such good price. But the only down side is that probably 40% of Sweden's population have baught it for their home as well!
But if I see nice stuff that I really like from Ikea, I just have to share it with the rest of the 40% I guess ;)
16 weeks left, which means I've been pregnant for 24 weeks now!!!
it feels like I've been pregnant for 50 weeks and that I have 40 more to go. I just can't WAIT till our baby is with us!
It's so wired because I'm in sooooo much more pain this time than with Nicole. And some new sufferings that I've never experienced before. Let's just hope that it all disappear egret giving birth.
I think that feeling lonely is not always about being alone.
You can be surrounded by lots of people, even people that is close to your heart, but if that one thing or person that fulfills your heart is not around you, both physical and mentally, with love and attention you can honestly feel lonely. As if there is something missing.
When that happens to me, I get sad and very angry. Angry that I let my self get so damn attached and dependent on one thing or persons attention. But hey, that's me... never liked getting to attached. Because that often means that you get so fragile, and that for me is the WORST feeling!
Finally my new phone is activated. So bye bye iPhone and hello Samsung note!
Love it already, it's just a bit more advanced that iPhone, so I still have some learning to do.
Much love Nazanin
