I can't get enough

... I think I can eat sea food everyday in my life! When I grew up we ate fish like 3 times a week or so, so U see.. I HAVE to eat seafood or I will not function!

And at the moment... the cryfish is killing me... Me wanting more and more!! Yummy

Missing it!

It was so nice when we were in Dubai.. just WONDERFUL!

This was a day we went to a really nice spa hotel over the day for some swimming, oceanview, relaxing, luxury and dining fresh seafood

don't have time for this SHIT!!

I think I'm getting sick... comming dowm with the fluuuuu!!! Oh nooooo!!! I don't have time for this crap! Buhuuuu

crazy

CRAZY IS POSSIBLE WHEN THERE IS A AUDIENCE WHO BELIEVES YOUR CRAP!

Clean out my closet

I'm so sick of having a to small closet for my clothes!!! It's not that small not that I think about it, but it's kinda hard to organize in it becuz of how it's built (it's a built in closet in the whole front wall). I have to clean out my shoe closet to... I bet I'll throw out at least 10 pairs of shoes! Obviously I won't throw them in the trash, I will give them away to someone who needs them.
But I reallllly don't have the energy to do this. And it's kinda impossible to do it when I'm home alone with Nicole.
Speaking of the little djungle kid, I have to go and buy babyproof stuff for the home today... she does not leave ONE drawer or cabinet alone! If I'm busy doing something, then she takes the time to take EVERYTHING out of the boxes, clothes kitchen stuff, papers and so oooon!! That's the beauty of kids I guess ;)

And now I'm gonna go back to dancing to balck eyes peas with Nicole

Thanx hun!

Today I woke up to a clean house and a dog ho was happy after his morning walk with M! Thanx sweety for doing all this 6 in the morning before going to work =)

Dilemma

I'm in a dilemma, and soon I will take a stand, and then I'll tell you all about it! Untill then I recommend you to listen to Swedish House Mafia feat Pharell, One (your name) and just go crazy! ;)

Free morning

For the first time in I don't know hoooow long, I woke up before Nicole. It's a miracle!!!

I wen't to the bathrom, without stressing my ass off, read the newspaper (on my Iphone :P)

And now...just chillin my friends, juuust chillin!!!
Usualy I'm suck a freak in the morning, have to clean the whole house.. but fortunately the house is pretty clean since yesterdays "ragecleaning". And the few things that is dirty... fuck it... I'll take it later.. now it's just a little me time =)

Lisbeth Dahl

Lisbeth Dahl is a danish designer and I just LOVE her creations! It's like candy for my eyes!
I really love and have a passion for interior decoration. Love to have elements of romantic vintage style in the home! But far from everything, cuz then it will look like old grannys house!

Lace. silver, old wood painted white, china, crystal are some of the things I love to sneak in here and there!

Here are some stuff from Lisbeth Dahl





just love it...

and here are some other cute vintage stuff I found that's not fron Lisbeth Dahl




and here some some stuff from my place, from Nicoles room

Art when it's the best

Have you noticed that people with a talent do their best work when they are in pain and agony. It's strange but it's true! If you look at the most beautiful paintings, listen to the best song lyricses they ofter come from a deep black place in the heart!

I my self tend to get great ideas for paintings when I'm really sad!

So next time you are really sad and your heart is in thousand pieces, seize the moment and be creative!!

Turn passion into art!

Guys are pigs!

I think it's in a womens genes (majority) to be a better in...hmm, let's just say ALOT of things than a man!!

I mean, when ever I cook or do soooomething in the house I usualy clean after my self, MOST of the times, but ALWAYS in the kitchen, cuz that's really important for me, to have a clean kitchen. I think that when the kitchen is clean then the rest of the house is not hard to clean up!
So yesterday M made a cake, and believe me when I say it was probably one of the BEST cakes I've tasted without exaggerating! Anyways, then the kitchen was a TOTALLLLY MESS!!! Dough and frosting here and there.

So after his "cleaning of the kitchen" we had company! And this resulted in this, waking up to a filthy home and just plain pissed off!!! I mean... If you eat or drink something.. don't you pick up after yourself, isn't that common sense????? I guess that's just common sense for girls not BOYS!!!!

I think alot of girls recognize this!

GROW UP AND CLEAN AFTER YOURSELFS ASSBOYS!!! WERE NOT YOUR FUCKING MOTHERS!!!

Love love love

Gatto love em, from topshop

Lovely

Today I had the most lovely day at Negars place with Negar, Monireh and Nicole. She had cooked a realllly tasty lasagna and chocolate cake with icecream for desert!
We talked, looked at old pictures and LAUGHED our asses off!

Then we found our "best friend diary" that we started 1999.
Hahahaha, can't describe how many memories that brought back!! The things we wrote back then!!! Then we wrote some in it todag, after many many years =) As I wrote... true friendship lasts forever.

And it's just so great and estimated that these girls take such good care of Nicole. They always let me eat and just spend some time during other stuff while they so voluntary take care iof Nicole.

It's been a wonderful day! Thank's girls!!

Love it!

I know that every little girl on town is wearing a Thomas Sabo charm bracelet (including my self), but I just LOVE Thomas Sabos jewelry. I have ALWAYS loved charme bracelets ever since I was a little girl! It's fun how the charms represents something in your life

This is my favorite bracelet

Hahaha!

Today Monireh called me and said:

Nazanin, whaT ever you decide to do, show or share about Nicole on Facebook please don't EVER become one of those mothers who updates their Facebook status every five minutes with: my baby just walked in the livingroom, my baby just ate an apple, my baby just made a poopi in her pant!

HAHAHA!

Bored rich people

Just watched "danska hollywoodfruar" (Danish hollywoodwives) on tv. One of them went out to buy a present for her aquarium fish who had turned 2! She bough a sparkly shiny seashell for the fish!
I think there is to much money and to little fun stuff to do in their lives, haha!

The other one is an actress or something, Simone Levin, and she looks like that man who want's to look like a cat!

That was kinda mean, whopsie! But I don't understand one thing. She is 45 years old and it's a shame that she have to do sooo much operation just so she can feel beautiful, and it's a shame she can't imbrase her age instead of hiding it under "hey I'm pretending to be 25".

To do today

Today I'm going shopping for Nicole. Have to look for winter clothes, overall, gloves with high shank, rubber boots and so on! It's so much fun to shop for little Nicole!!
But I have to get something really good, good quality and something that will really keep her warm and dry on the cold and wet days at the kindergarden. The thought of her standing still and freezing just BREAKS my heart!!!!

My god, now that I think about it I have a lot of shopping to do for this little girl! Her closet mostly contains dresses! And I don't think that is a great option everyday at kindergarden!

And I just remembered that I have a facial treatment later today! And it's not exactly somewhere you bring a little baby! gatto call one of the grandmothers for some babysitting help!

Miss my sisters

I miss my sisters soooo freaking much! Wish they were here so we could go out and have a real girls night out on town!

I hve seen my oldest sister Jaleh on and off during the summer, but Gita...it was a realllyyyyy long time ago! Come back an visit!!!!!!

Love this pic!

And he did it again!

M is making his own "snus" ONCE AGAIN! Myyyy gooooooooooo!!! The first 36 hours me and Nicole can't even be home becuz it stinks so BADLY!!! And when I say bad, I'm not talking about "oh it smells funky, but I will forget about it in 5 minutes". I'm talking about SO BAD I will freaking womit, and it smells like there is poison in the air!

But... now it's finished and he is sooo proud of his work! Like a little boy on his schoolday and he was the most popular kid in the schoolyard!

Rain + storm = soop!

Is there anything better to eat on a stormy night than a niiiice veggie soop made on a homemade beef stock and to watch a (crapppy in our case) movie?
I just love it!

So wierd!!!

Sometimes when i sit infront of the computer and I'm about to write, I get an blackout or something! But during the day when I'm NOT infront of the computer I see something och think of something and I think to myslef: Ohhh, I have to write about that... and still, NOTHING!!

What do you think?

New perm?

Hahahaha!

My style

Simple, feminine and just so me!

This would fit Nicole perfectly, don't you think?

M said: Baby, isn't it a little to much.. she will grow out of them in a couple of months!
Me: Isn't your games for PS3 a little unnecessary???
M: You order them if U wan't honey!

=)

Anxiety

I really don't wanna say it, but I kinda have to... I have company.... mr anxiety is here!!! I hope he's on a quick visit this time cuz I really don't have time for this BULLSHIT!!!

I'm in a period where I'm all up in my head and thoughts. I'm 24 years old, soon 25 and I'm so not where I wanna be career whise. I feel like I'm so much more and I got so much to offer. And I know that you should never sit and wait for an opportunity, you make your own paths and you have to fight for your own chances, but sometimes it's relly hard!

Some people get these "once in a lifetime opportunitys", and I soooo wish that I could get one of those.... but it feels like when ever something is going really well in my life, a new horrible problem appears. Somebody gets sick, somebody gets fired, BLA BLA BLAAAAA!!!!! AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I know that I should be happy for what I have in life, and believe me I am, but what's wrong with wanting more in your life?

FUCK THIS!

I'm out!

First steps, fab steps!

Now that lil Nic is starting to take steps I bought some nice comfortable shoes from "barnskobutiken". So much nice shoes to pick for these small feet. Baby clothes and shoes are addictive!



And some clothes for kindergarden =((( (still denying)




...and when mummy have cleaned the closet she just loooooove messing everything up again!!

Piccaboo

Rainy day

There are some benefits with these rainy days... to wear my beautiful trench




Trenchcoat: Tiger of sweden
Dress: Mango
Tights: Forever 21

Nice place

It's called the basement, and it's on one of the streets on "gamla väster" behind "lilla torg". Cozy place with coffe, cake, beer, wine and some food! A quite place!

Liseberg!

We all need to feel like a big ass child sometimes, and that day we felt like children high on sugar.

Fall

Wow, that was the first time I wrote fall in a very long time...but hey..it will come, and we do wanna look chic. Here is some inspiration from laredoute

Soon =(

Soon I will go back to work! It has been wonderful to stay home with baby Nicole! Just WONDERFUL!

It's gonna be fun to go back to work, but not so fun to leave Nicole =(
It has been difficult for me to accept that my sweet baby is going to kindergarden soon and we are no longer gonna spend all day long together! It has been SO DIFFICULT!!!!! But hey... I'm gonna try to be positive! NOT!!!!... MY GOD... don't wanna leave her =(((((

Oki... now I have to chill the fuck down and accept that soon I will be in turning torso doing my thing and Nicole will be at kindergarden hopefully very happy and playing with other kids!

Maybe soon we will become millionares and I don't have to have a fulltime job =)

Sooooo little!

Hannah I used your pictures, hope U don't mind! Even if you do it's a little to late now, haha!

Nicole was only 2 or 3 weeks old in these pictures!!! Sooooo cute!