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What's happening??

I'll tell you what's up.. WORK WORK WORK!!! Yesterday I had 1 day off, before that I worked 7 days in row!!!

I baaarely see M and Nicole, so you understand that I don't have time for bloggin!
I wanted to ask, does ANYBODY know how you can blog on blogspot from your Iphone? Please answer if U do... that would make it sooo easy to blog for me!!

Right now, I'm gonna do my makeup and turn up the music and sing and dance before I'm off to work... Usher, Dj got us fallin in love is what's comming out of my speakers!!!!

I hope you all will have a GREATTTTTTT DAY!!! Cuz I'm planning to have that at work and at home later =)

I'm baaaaaack!

Woooow, oh man have I been busy or WHAT!!!!???

I hope you all are ok and have had a great time, cuz I have!

A quick summation:

* Nicole did great in kindergarden untill I started to work, then all of a sudden she started to get really saaaad!!! And she is sick aaaaall the time, all the kind just keep infecting eachother
* I have started to work again and it is GREAT!! I'm sooooo happy for having this fantastic feeling in my body about work, I just love my job now and it's GREAT!!!
* I'm developing at work and I'm "mooving up in rank". So nice to know that I'm getting somewhere when I do all the hard work.
* And soem other stuff that I can't tell you about right now.. but soon!
* We have been to Stockholm and celebrated M's sister, she is now a doctor in clinical biology!
* I miss my sisters and Martin & Natalie OF COURSE!!!!
* I have learned to be more positive and how to create a nice, warm and healthy lifestyle just by staying positiv and actually point out the good stuff MORE that the bad

..and if there is something I have forgot.. sorry!!

My style

Oki... these I love.. these I have to have!!!

I want these Hunter rubber boots with socks like this. SO FREAKING NICE!!! And perfect for the wet and cold days im out with Nicole

Separation anxiety!!

On monday when I left Nicole on kindergarden, she started to cryyyy for the first time. Screaming, crying and yelling mamma mamma mamma. When I left that place I was in tears! I just wanted to go back and pick her up, kiss her and hug her. Oh it was so hard! Crying all the way home... then thank god Monireh and Negar called me so I just cried on the phone and they comforted me.
I feel like I'm giving away my daughter, and she will soon hate me for leaving her in the morning. I feel like I'm abandoning my baby! And I knowwww that probobly all mother feel like this... but it's really hard.
When I come home at night efetr work.. I start to cry when I see her... becuz I miss her so damn much... and I just want to be there for my baby!
It's hard.... working, being a mother, beeing there for your baby... I want to be the BEST on all of it... I guess I have to give it some time!!

Off to work!

So now I'm waiting for Nicole to wake up, then get ready for kindergarden, then a nice breakfast with mum, then work =)

Much love to all the positive people, and some for the haters. I mean hey...maybe we can turn them with the right kinda love and positivity :)

Going back to work!

So here we go! On monday I will go back to work, my first day back to work.. I'm soooo excited!! I look so much forward to it! Just doing make up on people... I love it!! Meeting my old coworkers!! But not so much fun to have less time for my family =(

And tomorrow is my M's birthday!!! So we decided to have a family day =)

Teen mom!

I'm watching teen mom on Mtv right now, and all I can say is...WOW I'm glad I'm not in their shoes!

I think it's easy for us to watch the show and be very judgmental. But these girls are really having a tough time. Just think about when YOU were a teenage. I was running around nightclubs 2 times a week. Going to school, going to danceclasses, working out, working after school for some extra money and just spending time with family and friends. And the daddys in this show... WOW... hooorrible!!!

WE did not plan to have a baby, but she came in such good "time" in our life! We both had finished school, and further education, steady jobs, big enough apartment for the for of us (Linux our dog to), and mentally.... we got there and it was great!!

But I admire these girls... and I can hope that we will have less teen mothers in the future... becuz I see how these girls are strugglin with no aducation, no money they make on their own and just watchin their friends living the "normal" teenlife and see what they are missing out!

Finally!

Now things are finally comming to pieces!
Some things that I was wondering about work are solved now, and the cleaning is, well, NOT finished... but I'm glad that I've started to sort things here at home... so at least I'm glad I've started... cuz that's the hardest part!

Now I have to get back to cleaning cuz after that I'm gonna meet M for a quick lunch then back to Nicoles kindergarden...hihi!

Oh so sweet

All 3 from Filippa K

So feminine and such soft lines! Love it!

Koko people!!!

I think I live in the strangest appartment building. We have soooo many freaky nutjobs living here you can't even imagine!!!

Like this crazy old lady I've met a couple of days after eachother now. When I'm comming out of the elevator, with my stroller, a bag and often stressed out and in a big hurry... she can't EVEN help me holding the fucking elevatot door! Stupid bitch... and then she expects ME to hold the door for her!! What a nutcase!!! What's up with people that don't wanna help other people with a simple thing like HOLDING THE DOOR!!!?? So last time I saw her I got out of the elevator and I closed the door so she could not go in by ME holding the door for her... and then she gave me SUCH a look!! OH please granny!

Or WHAT IS UP with people who can't even help a mother on and off the bus when she is jammed between the buss and the sidewalk! And I'm NOT saying this becuz I'm a mother my self, I've ALWAYS helped mothers ever sence I have been able to take the buss!
It just feels like people don't wanna help other people becuz their thinking: what's in it for me? And that just makes me SICK!!!! I don't wan't my children to grow up in suck an self-seeking world!

So next time you see somebody in need of help.. think twice before you turn your back on that person!

Oh wow... this post is starting to sound like a cheezy song.. I better stop writing!

Nicole

The meaning of the name Nicole is VICTORY OF THE PEOPLE And indeed it is =) It can also mean Leader!

My baby girl...the leader =)

Where is my house keeper when I need one?

Today is one of those days I wish I had a house keeper. Just for a couple of hours, who could just take eeeeeverything out of every damn corner and just get rid of the crap and organise the rest!

And I got like a million papers to fill in and send. As I said, today is a good day for a house keeper.

Puppy love!

Oh my gooood, look at this picture... how old are we here think? I'm maybe...hmmm... 19 or something!!! True love! Me and M =) love you my handsome man! But here you look like a baby hihi!

Back in the days

Found this picture, this is 2,5 years ago =)
I love this pic!

Love is what it's all about!

They say that the apple does NOT fall far from the tree! Well I sure can agree on that one!

Nicole is sooo damn stubborn, it's craaazy how a little baby who's not even 14 months old sticks to one thing soooooo much! Haha it kinda funny, but at the same time I'm thinking.. oh meeeen alot of drama is waiting ahead of us!

It's so fascinating to se that me and M created Nicole with pure love, and now were looking at a little charming person who got her eyes from her daddy, her lips from her mummy and personality that's cut in half mummy/daddy.
I don't understand people that say: oh when U get kids everything will be soooo much harder, you better travel and do your "fun" experience in life before you have children.
I mean... what the FUCK! I got a big sister that have succeeded in life WITH 2 children and adventure everything she want in life so for.
And everything is what you make of it right? Of course some things takes more time and needs more planning with children, but at the same time... I feel that now that I have a child I'm willing to work harder, fight even more and just being more positiv, if not for my self for my child!
Well, all I can say is that.. everything is possible.. don't let people crush your dreams. To be crushed is possible when you let somebody crush you... remember that! AND NOTHING WILL CRUSH MY DREAAAAAM WIIIIEEEEEEE!!!!
I just feel so much love right now.. for life.. for NICOLE!! Thank you Nicole, your my dream and my passion in life...always and for ever!

It's just one of "those" days

...yepp it is! Sick of alot of things... SICK SICK SICK!!!

So for now... I think I need to find a way to calm the fuck down... find some innerpeace!

Tittie cup!

In my family we were brought up with a very open mentality.
I always felt, and actually always did tell most things to my parents, and that was great. Never felt that I need to keep big secrets from them so I can do what I wan't to.

But it was pretty funny when my parent came home (this happened a while ago) from a daytrip with gifts to us all (they always bring presents for all of us). And the grandkids got this



me and my sister looked at each other and just started to laugh!!!!

Reebok easytone

They say that when you use these sneakers it will help your thighs and ass on the way... infact, it will increases your workout on those areas with 28%. But the downside is that you can't run in these sneakers, just walking and powerwalking. But hey... you can't get everything in one package, except me :P

But I'm kinda curious on these sneakers... maybe I'll buy them when I can! They actually look really comfty.

Talk about a sucker for advertising!!!

I NEEEED!!!!

I think I could literally hurt somebody really bad for a plate like this RIGHT NOW!!!

I want!!!!!

all shoes are from ZARA

Love Robyn

I just loveeee her! The artist, Robyn. Loved her ever since "do you really want me, am I really speciall..."

She is so cool, sexy, strong, talented, beautiful and POWERFUL! A real woman if You ask me! And she is one of the few artists that dared to chose her own path! And for that I admire her!

Home alone

So right now M is out with Nicole and Alex. So I'm home alone...just resting and watching Wife swap, Have you seen that program? Haha oh my god it's soooooo funny!!! And a little sad!

Now I'm gonna go and find some unhelthy shit to snack on.

Much love to my sweeeet readers

SERIOUSLY

...I don't get why nobody leaves comments!!?? What's up with that? Baaad readers, bad!

Celebration of 13 years of friendship

Sorry!

I know I know... BAAAAD update! But if it's any excuse I've been reallly busy.. and really sick inbetween all the shit I had to deal with!!

So.. I really wanna share some of the things that have happened these weeks.

First of all... Nicole have gegun her kindergarden! It's going really good. She is so independent, positive and outgoing and kiiind!! I'm sooo proud of her! She is not the kind of child that have to play with other children or stick to her parents all the time to amuse her self, and that's really good I think! I think that when I'm going to say goodbye to her and leave her by herself (in week or so), I'm gonna cry like a baby and she will just look at me and think: please go now mummu, U'r embarrassing me!

But hey.. for now.. =)

And let's see.. what else have happened? Me and my two best friends were out celebrating 13 years of friendship with a night that started with dinner, cocktails and dancing.. and it was sooo damn fun!!

And another thing.... it was my 25'th birthday 30th of August! it did NOT go as I planned but heyyyy... WHAT can U do ha? I got alot of nice presents from M, and alot of shopping that he spent on me AND came along with a smile all the time =)))

And today I was at the doctors and I have almost got an sinus inflammation.. but she said that we can prevent it with some corteson up in my faaaace! So right now I look like a ugly balloon in my face! Just so U know!

Aaaaaaaaand soon I will return to work and I can't wait... it's gonna be soooo freaking fun!!

So now I'm gonna return to my sofa and just do NOTHING cuz I feel like a zoombie.. and M is playing with Nicole and hes making marinated pork fillet with bulgur boiled in homemade chicked stock.. yummyyyyyyy!!

I can't get enough

... I think I can eat sea food everyday in my life! When I grew up we ate fish like 3 times a week or so, so U see.. I HAVE to eat seafood or I will not function!

And at the moment... the cryfish is killing me... Me wanting more and more!! Yummy

Missing it!

It was so nice when we were in Dubai.. just WONDERFUL!

This was a day we went to a really nice spa hotel over the day for some swimming, oceanview, relaxing, luxury and dining fresh seafood

don't have time for this SHIT!!

I think I'm getting sick... comming dowm with the fluuuuu!!! Oh nooooo!!! I don't have time for this crap! Buhuuuu

crazy

CRAZY IS POSSIBLE WHEN THERE IS A AUDIENCE WHO BELIEVES YOUR CRAP!

Clean out my closet

I'm so sick of having a to small closet for my clothes!!! It's not that small not that I think about it, but it's kinda hard to organize in it becuz of how it's built (it's a built in closet in the whole front wall). I have to clean out my shoe closet to... I bet I'll throw out at least 10 pairs of shoes! Obviously I won't throw them in the trash, I will give them away to someone who needs them.
But I reallllly don't have the energy to do this. And it's kinda impossible to do it when I'm home alone with Nicole.
Speaking of the little djungle kid, I have to go and buy babyproof stuff for the home today... she does not leave ONE drawer or cabinet alone! If I'm busy doing something, then she takes the time to take EVERYTHING out of the boxes, clothes kitchen stuff, papers and so oooon!! That's the beauty of kids I guess ;)

And now I'm gonna go back to dancing to balck eyes peas with Nicole

Thanx hun!

Today I woke up to a clean house and a dog ho was happy after his morning walk with M! Thanx sweety for doing all this 6 in the morning before going to work =)

Dilemma

I'm in a dilemma, and soon I will take a stand, and then I'll tell you all about it! Untill then I recommend you to listen to Swedish House Mafia feat Pharell, One (your name) and just go crazy! ;)

Free morning

For the first time in I don't know hoooow long, I woke up before Nicole. It's a miracle!!!

I wen't to the bathrom, without stressing my ass off, read the newspaper (on my Iphone :P)

And now...just chillin my friends, juuust chillin!!!
Usualy I'm suck a freak in the morning, have to clean the whole house.. but fortunately the house is pretty clean since yesterdays "ragecleaning". And the few things that is dirty... fuck it... I'll take it later.. now it's just a little me time =)

Lisbeth Dahl

Lisbeth Dahl is a danish designer and I just LOVE her creations! It's like candy for my eyes!
I really love and have a passion for interior decoration. Love to have elements of romantic vintage style in the home! But far from everything, cuz then it will look like old grannys house!

Lace. silver, old wood painted white, china, crystal are some of the things I love to sneak in here and there!

Here are some stuff from Lisbeth Dahl





just love it...

and here are some other cute vintage stuff I found that's not fron Lisbeth Dahl




and here some some stuff from my place, from Nicoles room